Sunday, August 31, 2008

Choosing between love and your dreams...


I had this suitor from one of this websites and I met him and we had two dates to be exact. He wasn't that much good looking but I did find his enthusiasm with me rather endearing. So within a few weeks he was already in my system yet we were not still together because I'm still trying to know if I could be with him.

So yesterday, it was a Sunday, I went to the gym and when I got out he was there along the plaze right in front of the gym. He told me he was texting me telling me that he was within my village's vicinity. So with after a few talks he strode with me towards the bakeshop, had a couple of short snacks and then I told him I had to go because I had to go to church. He asked me if he could go with me but I resented but he still insisted on the deal that he would not approach me for I was with my sister.

Trouble came when it started to rain hard and I texted him telling him I wouldn't be able to go anymore because it was raining cats and dogs outside. A few minutes passed and i texted him again telling him I would be able to go already.

Unfortunately, he was on his way home so I thought that's okay. I started exchanging text messages with him telling him how sorry I was to have led him to wait for me at the church. An hour passed and he had this message for me:

" There was no electricity in our house tonight I sent you some mobile load why aren't you still texting?"

Then there was this other message again that followed:

"Sorry baby that message was not for you, I just had the mistake of forwarding that to you because you know how much I miss you"

I thought to myself, "Is this guy trying to fetch more guys other than me?"

So what I did was tried to contemplate and within a few hours of thinking I decided to cancel the date we're suppose to have this week and also told him to not contact me anymore.

He's been trying to call since trying to explain his side.

I answered one of his calls just to make the separation more formal. I mean with all the efforts he'd push through he deserves that.

His explanation? He said that the guy he's referring to was someone he had met who was according to him "straight" but decided to give him his number. So what he did was send him some electronic load for his mobile phone but he's still not courting that guy. He's just texting him.

Of course, what else would be my response? I shut him off from his call and just told him to stay away from me already and just move on. I mean what kind of lousy explanation was that?
Could you possibly expect me to believe that it was a rational and acceptable excuse? Come on. You have got to be kidding me.

Anyway, due to that I simply reminded myself of my past relationships and how it didn't work. I now decided to focus on the upcoming board examinations for my license and just think something good will come out from it. Well, that's a lot better than being stuck with a suitor with a lame excuse like that. Wish me luck guys!

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